For context I'm a little, a rare case of a dominant little in kink.

I was just sitting in little space and I took a look at my stuffed pink bunny toy and I got hit with something awful:

My little sister has had a stuffed pink bunny toy since the day she was born. Then I realised that me liking Cinderella (like who wouldn't want to be a slave, then get into a fancy ball and then marry the prince as the ultimate "fuvk you" to your family?) and my liking of pink is similar to what my little sister was when we were kids.

And I used to hate pink, bunnies, Cinderella and being spoiled because SHE liked them. She was basically the golden protected child while I was left alone to survive - AND NOW THAT I'M AN ADULT, I'M DRAWN TO THE THINGS THAT THE "GOLDEN CHILD" USED TO HAVE??!! I'm disgusted! The last thing I want to get reminded of is my sister or what used to be her superior position! I've already done my best at being in denial about liking Cinderella's storyline but I don't know if I can or even want to get rid of whatever else in my kink life that could be something that me or my sister may have had when we were young.

I didn't even buy the pink bunny because it was a PINK BUNNY but because it was the only big enough and pastel colour stuffie in the store! What the hell am I supposed to do, I don't want my past haunting me like this but I also don't want to have to pretend anymore that I haven't grown into liking Cinderella or pink colour or being spoiled! Especially since I used to hate those things because I wasn't allowed to like those things because I was supposed to be the "mature one".

If I were to just say "screw it" and buy the Cinderella doll, keep the pink bunny stuffie and continue being a dominant little, would it be unhealthy? Or would it be healthy to actually keep doing it despite what happened in the past?