So rn I kinda feel a bit ashamed that I like age play. I was scrolling and looking at pacifiers and sippie cups cause I thought they were cute and I wanted to buy some for myself. Then I realized how invested I actually am in age play and how this effects my romantic relationships. I feel bad for liking what I like. I think about how I have to hide my kink or poeple will look at me differently or judge me. But then again the bdsm lifestyle brings me a lot of joy.

I hade this same feeling about 2 weeks ago and I decided to quite this lifestyle but then I couldn't stay away for more then a few days.

How do I deal or manage the feeling or get it to stop?