I enjoy writing erotica as a way to be mindful and thoughtful in my Domainance.

I wrote this thinking about the time before my arrival and was wondering what people thought or how their experience is different.

Preparation

The day was drawing to a close after a busy and exciting weekend, but the nervousness and excitement of her Dom’s visit later that evening still made her heart jump each time it came to mind as she tidied and cleaned her home. Her Dom never told her exactly what to expect, but she had willing given herself to him as a Fuck Toy and trusted him to play within the boundaries they had set leaving the rest up to his dirty and endless imagination. As time drew nearer, her heart raced even more. She was alone with herself and needed to slow and centre her mind. The rules and requirements her Dom gifted her helped her in these moments. She would start preparing her body, mind and home for his arrival. First was the shower and shaving. The moment the hot water began to run down her body, her mind calmed. She knew from this moment of words she could let go and release herself to his control. She washed and gently touched every part of her body, acknowledging each part in a mindful meditation to connect to her body. The warm water, the soap and the rough but also soothing feel of the luffa as it moved across her sensitive skin. She reached for her razor, her skin smooth and tingling from the scrubbing. The time and effort it took to shave and prepare was typically a frustration and annoyance in the past. Now that she felt a connection to it as proof of her submission, she found it to be another decisive step into her mindfulness of her preparation ritual. The feeling of the razor gliding across her legs and the mental focus she used made the world melt away and quieted her mind. Each stroke is a breath, and each breath is a meditation. She repeated this on her armpits and saving her most sensitive and precious gift to last. By this point, she was deeply into her subspace, feeling calm and relaxed, knowing all was right and she only had to listen and follow to serve her greater purpose of providing pleasure and comfort to her Daddy. She slowly took her time to ensure not a single hair was missed leaving her pussy a smooth and sensitive mound only for her Daddy’s enjoyment. The feel of his fingers and praise she received each time he inspected his Fuck Toy brought her so much joy and satisfaction and comfort knowing she was able to provide exactly what he wanted. There was no confusion or unspoken expectation; her Daddy clearly and firmly laid out all that was required of her. The peace that brought her was profound and helped get her deeper into subspace before he arrived. Now that her body was prepared, she took the time to gently dry it and treat it with the same care and reverence her Daddy did when he took his time to enjoy every part of her. The towel felt warm and soft as it ran along her smooth and hot skin. Now that her body had been cleaned and prepared, she walked to her closet. The lingerie he had chosen was hanging by her mirror. She had prepared it earlier after he had sent the command to which one he wanted for the evening; even that simple act earlier in the day brought her peace. No worry about whether he would like it; Daddy gets what he wants. Dressing felt like a continuation of the shower, the final step in preparing herself as directed, with no worry, no stress, doing as I was told, and all being at peace. The final step of preparation was her Daddy’s place of honour. She had cleaned the house as normal, but the work felt lighter and exciting because it was the day he would arrive. The order and cleanliness she brought to her home would be enjoyed, and space and time would be provided for them both to enjoy. She fluffed the pillows and laid her journal and collar on the table. She was finally placing one single chocolate on the spot. She knelt in her place facing the coach. All was done. She had only to await his arrival...