My BDSM interests are mostly focused on emotional masochism and in general being broken and rebuilt again through aftercare. I identify as a little and a middle but it's been extremely hard for me to actually feel part of the community...

First of all, I have been told that my style of play is completely wrong and I should be ashamed that I am calling myself a little :( that I shouldn't want an "abusive" Daddy and that I am creating a bad name for the community. I understand that the majority of littles are cute and want a 24/7 affectionate Daddy but that isn't me... it makes me feel so lonely, as I have never met someone who feels like I do.

1 ) Is anyone else into dark ageplay? I would love to have some little friends who understand me.

2) What do you personally think about dark ageplay? How do your dynamics look like if you are in one that involves it?