I have a complicated relationship with my cnc kink and it has been a long time trying to actually find a good dom with whom I would feel safe enough to explore that part of my sexuality. I can’t do meaningless relationships so it had to be long term with lots of bonding and communication and most importantly taking things slowly!

After months pf progress, bonding and getting close to each other, after months of me slowly opening up and sharing more of myself with him, he vanished! Deleted everything and vanished!

I am finding it hard to adapt and hard to accept that I have shared all those vulnerable parts of me with someone who didn’t even say goodbye or give me a closure!

I feel hurt and betrayed by this. And most of all I feel so very alone.

I can’t really just do or share cnc with just anyone you know :(!

How do I cope and move on safely from this?