of course, there are thousands of people out there that are way kinkier than i am, but omorashi is basically my VICE. it’s definitely what i masturbate to the most—accidental, staged, forced, etc. etc. but i love how it crosses over into dom/sub culture. the idea of a sub being in that position with someone controlling their every move… it’s really exciting!! and then it can become public humiliation/masochism (even if it’s just one person watching), which is even better in my eyes.

the thing is… i’m way too embarrassed to do anything about it. i’d love to be a sub in that scenario with someone, but the “shame” i guess i could say holds me back. i’m 22F and while all my friends are talking about their first real relationships and learning all these new kinky things like handcuffs and blindfolds, i’m sitting over here biting my tongue. ahh, it’s so frustrating!!

i’m not sure what my goal was with this post, but maybe if there are any BDSM veterans out there that can give me tips to fee more comfortable with myself and my kinks, i’d appreciate it!