I've been exploring my dominant side over the last while, and found I have a big Deity-Style Worship kink (Think the stereotypical big bad evil guy sitting on his throne with a servant serving him grapes or fanning him down) and while on a surface level I know that's perfectly fine with a partner who consents to it, I might be overthinking if it's okay?

Like, I understand the appeal of submission, I thought I was a sub for the longest while. But when I start to imagine a scenario in my head, the idea of having someone worship me goes from really fun...to being awkward, like it's in my head but I start to think "Wait, what would someone realistically get out of this?"

I'm not a sadist, I know that for sure. But at the same time I'm not a total gentle caregiver type either. And I know everyone has their own style. I guess what I'm trying to ask is, when do you know you're worth someone's submission? It feels like being trusted by someone as a dominant, especially with stuff that can potential cause harm like bondage is an insane responsibility and it feels a bit overwhelming when I start to get deep into my own headspace.