So I'm dating this very attractive dom. I'm a male sub. Anyway, we've done the typical stuff so far, spanking, edging, tease and denial, a bit of chastity. All that good stuff, and quite frankly, it's the most sexual pleasure I've ever had. She's amazing! It gets complicated after this since she was scrolling through her phone pics one day, and she had a stray photo of this guy, apparently her ex. Thing is, my cock kinda twitched and she asked me if everything okay. I said yeah and changed the subject. Okay so, just like in the title, I kept having the thought for the rest of the day and since then that I want her ex to fuck me. She also mentioned I saw the pic of him that her recent ex played football in high school/college.

Getting fucked by her jock ex with her watching sounds hot, but I haven't brought it up to her. And who knows if he'd even be up for it. I mean, we've never talked about that specific kink (as a side note, what would you call this kink, anyway?). Honestly, I'm a bit embarrassed by it, like if I say something she won't be attracted to me anymore.

What should I do?