I used to be obsessed with werewolf and vampire movies. I was in elementary school when I started reading werewolf/vampire romance stories on wattpad. I specifically loved werewolf books and I would read all the ones I could find. Most of them follow the same script. Alpha man is an asshole and kicks out the omega of the pack only to find out shes his mate. She comes back stronger and is accepted and they fall in love. Most of time shes jaded and she doesnt want the Alphas attention. (reasonably) Most of the stories have little variation. At some point they always end up happy together in which they mark each other to show everyone else who they belong too, to show that they belong to each other, two halves of one whole.

My favorite kinks include ownership, mutual collaring and TPE. I knew the type of media I was reading at a young age probably had a part in my kinks (if not was an early sign of it) but I didnt truly realize the connection until a couple days ago at most. I just think its so wild how long it took me to even realize I was a submissive person even with how I previously desired for my future relationship to be like.