So yeah, I'm starting to lose hope that I'll ever find my forever partner in crime and Sub... I'm not blaming this on anyone, and if I am, the only reasons I could think about is mainly the country and area that I live and me. First one I can't change it due to the fact that I wanna be close to my daughters, so relocating wouldn't be an option...and then there's the second reason...Me... I know very well that I'm not anyone's cup of tea, not do I expect it as it's stupid to think that, but somehow it seems like I always manage to fuck it up somehow... I've had chats here and on Fet and nothing stuck, or I've been ghosted. I always try to keep the conversation going and not write just one liners, but as I said nothing sticks or I'm getting ghosted, and I think it's because I show to much interest from the start, it's something that I can't change about me. Whenever I find someone that I find interesting or think that we might align on stuff I show interest in that person. Each time it happens, it makes me lose hope more and makes me not want to even try engage with someone as I think the end result it's gonna be the same... It's shit honestly, and it makes me feel so fuckin lonely...