I recently went to my first event outside of a munch , it wasn't anything 'major' no play or anything but there was something about just being in a bdsm environment that I really enjoyed. I felt so happy I went and just felt so calm and at peace the rest of the evening. Some people talk about how bdsm is like a spiritual experience for them and previously I hadn't really conected to that but that night, I knew what they ment. It did feel kind of like that. I Just felt so fulfilled :) and so 'right'

I was just wondering what was actually going on ,logically for me to feel like that?

It reminds me of a bit of a similar description of sub space but I can't have been in sub space as I wasn't playing or engaging in a scene and I don't think it was quite on the same level but I loved it nonetheless :)

Anyone got any insight?