So. I really wanna get involved with my local comunity, meet ppl, interact with like minded people and have fun. Going to munches and dungeons etc. But I have a shitload of social anxiety in combination with autism and some other disabilities that makes me unable to go without a trusted person who I can depind on while there. But im not gonna meet that person unless I get involved with the comunity. I feel like I'm in quite a pickle. My sweet kind caring vanilla boyfriend has offered to go with me but I feel like his lack of interest in it all will make it awkward and won't really help. I know he has a couple of friends who are in the comunity but reaching out to those who are ppl I don't really know personally is kinda a creepy move I'm not really digging.

Any advice or ideas for what to do? Cuz im feeling lost.