Hi kinky fam I (F Dom) need some help coming up with ideas how to run a scene without my sub (NB/AMAB) cumming.

We enjoy sex in all our scenes and I always cum multiple times using my sub as my fucktoy while they can’t cum without permission. Usually after I had enough orgasms for the day I would stop riding my sub and stroke them to edge them more and if I’m happy, allow their orgasm. This has been wonderful bc I’m very much a pleasure Dom and love giving forced orgasms and watching my sub struggling in ecstasy.

Now the issue is, if I grant an orgasm almost every time the potential of edging and denial not as threatening to my sub and I know they enjoy denial just as much as cumming. I find it extremely challenging to do a scene with just edging and denial for a few reasons:

• I always cum a lot and I wanted to award my sub for being a good fucktoy. It feels a bit wrong that I came 10 times and they can’t have even one. Though they would argue it’s perfectly great and hot 😅
• I really really enjoy watching them cum. Best slut show ever. If I do a ruined orgasm it feels hot but not the same.
• Every time they beg and beg I couldn’t help but grant their wish, I’m too soft. And tbh a lot of times I regret it afterwards (damn it should’ve denied you more!)

Logistically I have trouble coming up with good scene ideas if it’s edging and denial, forced orgasm has such intensity I feel it’s a good climax of the scene narrative but how do I do it with edging and denial?

• How do I run a scene or end it on denial, or deny them in interesting ways to up the intensity?
• I’m happy to keep edging them but there’s ofc always a time limit, what’s a good narrative to end the scene after a nice edging session?

And then most importantly question of all - I’d love to be more cruel in my scenes (I definitely have it in me) how do I control myself especially in the heat of the moment to not always grant and orgasm for my sub???

For context my sub enjoys edging and denial very very much, loves chastity too. I asked what their ideal frequency of cumming is they said monthly release. So I couldn’t help but feeling very guilty / not being a great Dom because I could never hold off until a month or close to that I always let them cum 🥲