My ex daddy that broke up with me and left me 3 months ago spoke to me but only because I reached out to him. We were together 2 years before that. I’ve been so horny and having bad luck finding men with his kinks that I can trust sexually to get tested etc. He told me that he wants no type of relationship or dynamic with me and doesn’t want me to get the wrong idea but he is willing to stop by and let me eat his ass/ rim him ( my and his favorite kink). I didn’t reach out to ask him to be my daddy again but I miss the fun we had and yes I do want to see him, because it’s been 3 months. What he said made me feel some type of way. He can be very condescending at times but I take it. I’m still a sub at heart and I’m scared to trust someone to be my dom or give me the pleasure I need because of my kinks. But I’m torn because he did break my heart badly but I want to (play) with someone I feel is safe physically. I can’t help to wonder am I being taken advantage of or manipulated or I’m just weak and stupid