Wow… what a week. It seems like forever since I have written and to be honest, I just couldn’t write. I’m still having difficulty with it. I was so deep in subspace for so long it’s all kind of a euphoric blur.

Most of my subspace was spent in little or princess mode. What does that look like for me? It’s embarrassing… but here goes. I speak softer, I’m sweeter, more innocent, happier and all around brighter. I like to break out my pink eye shadows and lipsticks, a summer dress, and … my 🧸.

I kept slipping in and out of little mode throughout the day, I couldn’t quite get away from real world adult life. Later that night we found another Aussie to play with. We weren’t looking, he just happened to check all the boxes. By they way, what do they feed you all down under? Is there some extra amazing Dominant chemical in Vegemite? I digress, this Aussie actually went pretty soft with me, I had told him beforehand that because I was in little mindset most of the day I was extra apprehensive (big word, I know!). Even though he went easy on me (pain wise) he pushed me to have 36 orgasms and a completely soaked bed. Enter subspace euphoria again.

I woke up the next morning, still in subspace and remained an extra cute spoiled princess until playtime. This play time was EXTRA fun. First, a little information about me. I have always been purely a submissive and never good at domming. Funny enough, with as much as I enjoy pain, I’ve never been able to enjoy causing others pain. Even though I ADORE edging, I don’t really get any satisfaction from making others edge. This night though, as my little princess self got very very tingly down below my little mind began to wander down a dark path. Thus, Sadistic Princess was born. This is a new side of me I didn’t know existed and… mmm she is fun 😈 She enjoys causing pain, but with a cute innocent unknowing grin. She uses guilt to edge Daddy. She uses all her sweet, innocent cuteness, to Domme daddy but still being obedient at the same time. It was…. Perfect.

This pattern repeated much of the week and weekend. The daytime was spent in pure little or princess mode bliss. Then the nights were filled with abuse and degradation, some of which was me abusing myself for the sake of needing the pain. I found that digging my nails into my pussy makes me want to cum nearly as much as paddling my pussy. You should try it sometime.

Well this sub is off for a nice warm bath to prepare for tonight’s playtime. No little has been seen at all today, but oddly enough some bright purple eyeshadow and bimbo-esque lipstick made a striking appearance. Do we feel a new kink on the horizon? 🤔 😘

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