hi all. ☺️ thank you for reading.

So for the past several months, I’ve had a Dom that I adored; we met in a chat site and our D/s relationship just blossomed. We’re in different countries so it has always been long-distance, but everything about it just worked. He’s incredibly kind, and we communicated so well the entire time… it was magic.

I always said that if he met someone else, or wanted to end things, or just needed a break, I would honor that 100%. And that time has come… he has someone in his real life that he would like to pursue romantically. We discussed it and I asked that we put a stop to his being my Daddy, so that he can focus on this new chapter. I’m actually super happy for him, and proud of him for this!

Now, I would never let on that I’m disappointed because I don’t want him to feel guilty at all, and we’re thankfully still very good friends… but god, I’m a little heartbroken at this. I adore him so much, and we clicked so effortlessly, and I just feel like I’m grieving. I get so sad every time I remember it’s over.

I can’t really think of seeking out another Dom, because I can’t imagine connecting with someone as well as I have with him. Does anyone have any advice for handling this? Or should I just let myself mourn for a while?

thank you, in advance. ♥️