I met this wonderful and perfect girl on reddit and we got along very well. We are both into BDSM, she is a sub and I am a dom. We have been talking for a couple of days and we enjoyed so much each other’s company. We were both honest and communicative. I have her permission to touch herself for the entire day yesterday as a reward for her obedience and great improvement; that is given since she has been horny for the last few days and we agreed on a rule of no touching herself without permission. She definitely cane so many times and was a very joyful sex sessions that we both enjoyed, she even squirted for the first time so we loved it. I made sure to give aftercare for her and reassure her then she took a nap. She woke up being very sick, tired, and having a low energy level. I kept spreading positivity and love and giving her everything she needs. We talked for a bit more throughout the day, and she ended sleeping early.

I usually wake up to her messages, but not this time. I messaged her this morning, but no reply. A few hours later i found myself to be removed from Snap. I wondered what i did wrong so I messaged her on Reddit saying sorry if i bothered her in a way or another and that I could’ve appreciated a nice goodbye; she replied saying “ I am so sorry”. Then i messaged her saying that I am not sad but would like to talk. No reply still so i said that I won’t message her anymore out of respect to her decision but I am there for her when she needs me.

She has the biggest heart ive seen, the most beautiful girl i knew, to most lovable girl I spoke to. I can tell that she needs me but she took an alternative decision, maybe because its long distance and she doesn’t wanna suffer. She even ended yesterday’s chat by saying “ I love you “. I definitely felt a spark and no girl ever made me think of her the way I am thinking about this particular girl.

Now I can see that I am also blocked from reddit and I have been thinking about her all day.