Heyo,

I'm 35M stright out of long term relationship. To be honest, I'm frustrated with relationships to the point that I want to give up the whole idea. You might know the feeling - working to make them better, doing everything right and still loosing. I dont consider it temporary state of mind, I feel I've tried enough times to see that people generally don't really want to commit into fixing anything long term.

So of course, my frustrated and hurt mind dreams of a fantasy of attachment free fucking your brains out, enjoying b-class movies/arts/music/handcrafts in the farm house in the middle of nothing in north-east poland (odly specific am i right?). Is it fwb? freeuse? master/slave? Meh, just fantasy to fulfill carnal needs in free and hedonistic fashion about life and not really caring about anything. Feels a bit like a free spirit / hippi approach.

What do you guys think? what are your experiences? someone will find me dead in the woods right? :D feel free to critic, scold or bash me out of this fantasy.