Hey guys, I’m very new to this sort of thing and have no idea where or how to start.

So a little background, I have a few desires/ fantasies that I want to engage in with others and expand upon and explore my sexuality.

However…. My partner simply has no interest in this kind of thing. This is okay and is her right so I don’t challenge that. After many lengthy conversations she has discovered she is Asexual and she is happy for me to go off on adventures as long as the lines of communication don’t blur (which I’m happy with. I love this woman dearly and together we support and encourage each others emotional needs)

I’m just struggling to find anything in this sort of area, it could be I’m unattractive. Not unbelievable I’m okay with that. However from what iv seen it’s the fact I’m in a relationship that seems to put people off. Which is also fine. Was wondering if anyone could point me in the right direction?