I am a 19-year-old gay male, and to be honest, it has been a long journey of self-discovery for me to realize that I am gay. Along the way, I also discovered that I have both submissive and abit of dominant tendencies. However, that is beside the point. Lately, I have been craving some form of domination from a man, but the issue is that I have no experience whatsoever, and I haven't had any dating experience either. I don't know what to do to satisfy this side of me, and the more I try to suppress it, the stronger the cravings become. Ideally, if I were to explore this side of myself, I would prefer to do it with someone am dating. However, it seems impossible at this point, and it's not that I don't want to date; I just don't know how to start a relationship or if I should even disclose this side of me to potential partners. Is there any way for me to satisfy this side of myself more?