I was left devastated yesterday by all the interactions I had with a few dommes from Reddit.

Context: I responded to a few mommys’ personals ad and a few I reached out to by stalking them(I made sure I was polite)

mommy 1: I sent a brief intro about me very basic details, they told me that’s not enough. I said let me give you more info but they said too late better luck next time.

mommy 2: I approached them politely asking for a chance to make my case, since they were not actively looking. They responded and I made my case, I sent a long message which I typed out before. They said I just copy paste stuff and spam women with that(my fault I understand) I begged for forgiveness. Later they said since I now know everything about you what can I do with you?

Mommy 3: Again I approached them when they were not actively looking, this time I did not provide an intro. They said it was okay I approached them, but my intro was very weird (it was me asking if they were looking for a sub) so I tell them I can go again, but they said too late better luck next time.

I was torn that I had two out of these three interactions on the same day, I just can’t understand what an I doing wrong, is it just me who’s wrong? I’ve been thinking a lot about this since yesterday night, maybe I’m not destined for this.

But even after all of this I still have this tiny sliver of hope which I’m involuntarily holding on to, I don’t want to but I just can’t, that I may actually meet someone.

I know I’m not the only one who’s going thru stuff like this, but I just wanted to vent.

Any constructive criticism/ insults/ whatever are welcome, I don’t think I can feel any worse than now lol

P.S. I know I should not be talking to mommies that aren’t actively looking, but all the ones I approached were cool about it which doesn’t mean that all of them are! I’m in no way condoning this behaviour.