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So I have done a lot of researching and I guess that the idea of still being in Subspace may be whats happening to me?
Btw, I'm fairly new to this whole Dynamic and I have experienced Subspace before but never into the next day so its confusing the heck out of me.
What happened is yesterday my Dom and I had an all day build up where it increased to a very intense scene last night. Which of course, threw me in Subspace. We went into aftercare and once everything felt normal, we went to bed. Today, I feel all floaty. Almost like I'm still in subspace. The only difference is that I'm fully functioning. Like, I can think logically and do my job at work. But I also feel like I want to just go home a cuddle with him, but not in a sad or upset kind of way. I feel really full and happy and complete. And I dont want to do my usual sub behavior tonight (I'm a brat) but I wouldn't mind us still playing either.
I guess what's really weird for me, is that I've had depression for so long and I've honestly lived with that feeling of sadness just lingering there so long that I felt numb to it and didn't even realize it until today where I literally have zero lingering sad feelings.
So...this is new and I guess I just want to know, if anyone else has experienced this. Is it Subspace? Is it something else entirely that I just dont know about yet? I mean, I doubt it cured my depression but still, I just dont know. If this is something and you understand what Im going through, any suggestions or advice for me to consider?
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