So I am a bratty sub. I haven't been able to see Daddy for a week because I was sick & he's been working mad overtime. We finally got to play & it was amazing as usual, but then I wanted to keep playing. Daddy said it was ok for me to play with him.

I could tell he was tired & being my bratty self I told him I was in charge & he could just lay there & be my good boy. He said "yup, you're in charge". I guess I gave him a look because he was like "ha, you don't know what to do with that do you?" But of course that sounded like a challenge so I was like "I can domme. So now you're gonna sit there while I play with you. You aren't going to cum until I say so".

He tried to touch me & I slapped him away & said "you don't fucking touch me until I tell you to". Then everytime he tried I slapped him away & told him to be a good boy. "Good boys get rewarded, bad boys get punished". Then told him again he's not going to cum until I tell him he can. I told him that he is going to tell me when he's close.

So he did & I stopped. I said that's one, you get one for every time you tried to touch me without permission & told him to count. He didn't count so I started over. Told him he was a good boy when he was. He kept asking me to cum & I said no, not until you've finished your punishment. Then when it was time he asked & I said you'll ask me nicely. He said please can I cum. I said "please can I cum, ma'am". He repeated me & I said yes, you've been a good boy so you can cum now. He asked to touch me & I gave him permission.

Then I made him finish, it was intense. After I cleaned him up, I laid down with him & said I'd be giving him aftercare & he was like "do I need aftercare?" And I said "yes, you've been punished, then rewarded so you'll be getting it." I told him he was such a good boy for me, he did such a great job, I was proud of him. I rubbed his back & his beard. During aftercare he said that he wouldn't want to do that all the time, but would be ok with adding it in occasionally if I wanted to.

So the was the scene. I am not a domme, I don't consider myself a switch. In the moment I did get a bit of pleasure from being in control of his orgasm, but it also was kind of hard for me to see my big strong Daddy vulnerable to me? To have him listening to my commands didn't feel "right". There were things I enjoyed I guess but I'm still kind of processing my feelings with it.

He feels like he was in subspace, he's never subbed before. After he was completely back to me he said he didn't want to do it again, that it was an experience & he's glad to have tried it but that not being in control wasn't for him. Part of me is relieved, but the other part is worried he is saying that because he knows I don't enjoy being in charge.

I'm still trying to process seeing him so vulnerable & so malleable to me. He managed to rally some energy & dom me afterwards, turning my edging punishment back on me (dumb me showing him a punishment he's never used) then I made a comment that I'm the Daddy now & he said he'll have to just dom me 10x harder so I know my place.

Has anyone else who's not a switch, switched? Idk if I need advice or words of encouragement or what but it's been on my mind all day.