Let me start by saying that this community is incredible and filled with people that are wonderful, accepting, and all around bad ass.

I am 40 years old and have some odd fetishes. I am a genuine switch and one moment can go from wanting to exert control over a sub to the next moment being a simpering sissy.

I do notice though that there is always the same undertone in both situations. Hair and makeup. Whether it’s red lips, lashes, smoky eyes winged liner. Space buns pigtails updos curls ribbons the more feminine the better. Pegging etc.

It’s just becoming so incredibly hard to find a woman who shares the same interests or at the very least is willing to try certain things. Love fictionmania and have even written some Stories for the site.

I just sometimes wish i was content with vanilla as i sit on tinder and bumble wondering what certain people would look like collared or restrained and others wondering if they would be willing to do my makeup and peg me.

Such is life …..