I’m just feeling really flat. It wasn’t working for reasons I won’t mention, and I can’t go back because it would just continue hurting me. I feel discouraged that I won’t ever find someone else like him. He was my first proper daddy and I feel a little empty because I’m missing that dynamic and guidance. I miss the praise and attention and I miss making him proud. I miss him. There wasn’t really a proper goodbye and I feel like that’s probably for the best because it would probably just hurt more. I just feel very lost.

Has anyone got some feel good stories about finding another dom or daddy when you thought you wouldn’t? How did you deal with your emotions and get over it?