Hi all I could do with some help as I am freaking out a bit So overall I am kinky but I have been that only in a relationship and the kink was mainly physical and wouldn't get out of bedroom. Now that I am single i want to explore the community and play with others. However I am totaly not interested in 24/7 dynamic nor any kind of humiliation or control. I am a heavy masochist and I love bondage. I would say I'm closer to a power bottom than a sub. I am now negotiating with someone who is very experienced and I am looking thru his yes no maybe list. A lot of the stuff in there Is a hard no for me. Even if I am into some of the other stuff it's not an immediate thing for me. I am trying to sober up my thinking and not run away although it feels uncomfortable. I would love to be able to follow thru as he is well known and respected and that's green flag and I can possibly trust that he will respect my hard limits. but it all seem to much for me atm. How do I ease into it?