Hi everyone,

I've (25f) been out experimenting and trying new things but the majority of them are playing with ideas of anonymous encounters or not fully knowing the person prior to getting full involved. One of the things I' m struggling with is the processing after the fact, not as in strictly aftercare but just with digesting how or what things went down. I find it hard both because the guys that do what to continue to engage after the fact tend to lessen the quality of my memories while those that don't I remember the most vividly but feel like I'm missing a certain something. Anyhow, all mixed up over here. If anyone has some advice that would be great.