He cheated on me with his ex wife after they divorced.

He settled during their divorce, and is required to pay about $100,000 a year to her.

Part of this is for a house they are waiting on selling which he gave her 100% of the equity in. It has been on market for long time. She is too stubborn to lower the price enough to get rid of the damn thing.

So I'm essentially watching him give around $100,000 a year to the woman he cheated on me with.

I dont care about their history. I don't care if she's an exwife. I don't care that he settled out.

I all I see her as is the REDACTED PHRASE he cheated on me with. (Change in verbage was requested)

He pays her while she hurls insults at me. He pays her while she makes insane demands of us, and investigates our lives.

And I smile and take it so she doesnt retaliate anymore or take anything to court.

It is the single most degrading experience I have ever had. I deserve better than this shit.