Hi guys! It's been 1.5 month since my (22F) partner (22F) cheated (she kissed with our mutual friend a few times). Recently I don't feel that I miss my partner as much as I used to when we are apart and I don't feel as much love as I felt before. I still know that I love her a lot and that I really need her touch and closeness, but honestly it really changed after the cheating. Is it normal that I feel this way?

We also had sex a few times soon after finding out about cheating, but now we went 3 weeks without sex and when yesterday she tried to initiate, I felt sick when we kissed and also physical pain, because I kept seeing her kissing that person.