Boyfriend of 6yrs had a two month long affair

My boyfriend and I casually dated for 2 years, and have been steadily dating for 6 years. I have been packing up my apartment slowly, and moving into his house during December, the official move in date was March 1st.

I discovered his infidelity on Dec 26th. A man on Facebook that I didn’t know messaged me saying my boyfriend has been cheating on me and he included a naked photo that he found on his girlfriend’s phone of my boyfriend. I confronted my boyfriend and he confessed he was having a sexting relationship with her. I took his iphone and found a 2nd conversation in his deleted messages folder from a woman. He told me he had sex with her once in August at her apartment. I ended up messaging her nicely and it took her a few days but she nicely responded saying they met on Tinder, they had sex 6 times in July-August at his house.

I am just a mixer of shocked, numb, angry and sad. We had what I thought was a great relationship, just in Thanksgiving my Aunt came up to us and said she can just tell how much we love each other. We were suppose to live together shortly, talked about the future and just were so happy or so I thought.

I never ever had any clue this had happened, we have been rock solid. He’s explained to me countless times his reasons, he got carried away, it was just sex, he has no feelings for her and will do anything to make things right, he even made an appointment for next week with a couples counselor.

I haven’t made up my mind on what to do or how I now feel about him because my feelings are just so jumbled and I just mainly feel numb.

just needed to vent and journal this out.