. NEW YEAR NEW STD. NOT RESPONDing to SEXT messages as intros , This is going to be VERY long .ok. I feel it's important. We will still have plenty to talk about

I turned 19 in October, and I've made previous posts before but deleted them. However, things did not go ideally so I'm gonna try again

I will start with my perception on love. I believe that love changes through time. I'm not looking for a purely lustful encounter. I want to get to know someone as a person before sharing intimate details about our lives. I really believe the true beauty of a human is within their character and connection that people build together that leads into a peaceful, comforting but enjoyable life. I am a pretty big idealist, but I don't lack self awareness. I know I'm full of love, but I'm a bit crazy, clingy, and obsessive. I'm very intense and emotional. I can be a lot. I am also a bit sad, so I need someone who will be patient and understanding,willing to care for me like I am of him. I have been neglected my entire life from friends and family, and I need it. I want to feel wanted. All I want is to make my man happy, satisfied, and give him everything he wants and needs. I love to tend to people. I want a good connection. You can have many amazing qualities, but a good chemistry is where everything else falls into place.

I'm on reddit because I believe dating app algorithms are meant to make you stay there. If u r A creepy man don't contact me, cuz I WILL KNOW. I like this because I can introduce myself instead of getting swiped on because of my appearance. I know initial attraction is important, especially for men, so.. I am 5 feet, around 105 lbs. I'm very fit and petite. I work out every day, do pilates, run, and go to the gym about 2-3 times a week to maintain myself. I'm pretty healthy. I care a lot about my health and what's going into my body, but I can also have fun and cook fun meals! (I dont like drinking, partying, or anything like that though). Living a minimally stressful life is important to keep yourself youthful. I like skincare, haircare, and all of that stuff. I'm not super into makeup but I believe it can be used to enhance features, so I might try wearing it sometimes:3. I have very long hair (butt length), it's wavy. I have glasses and braces, pale skin. I'm inexperienced in love and relationships.

Some more about me: I am a HUUUUGE GOOFY nerd. I have a Chemistry degree and I enjoy chemistry a lot. I got it when I was 18, and now I'm going for my second in computer science, but I'll probably be switching again next semester to electrical or computer engineering as my. Final decision with CS minor.

Honestly, I'm not sure what I'm going to do in these modern times, but I have a solid plan so far that I'm willing to change and adapt. This is kind of also why I like older men, because they bring a paternal energy and guidance I really need to stay motivated. I'm pretty successful, but I've been really confused lately. I really feel like I need that love from someone wiser, older, more mature in order to feel safe and supported. I need someone kind and patient, willing to deal with that. I promise I will be very grateful.

I play the piano and my favorite composer is Chopin. I went to a music academy I love cooking. I have been cooking since I was just a tWEEN. I can cook a wide variety of meals, from scratch. I make my own breads and sauces. The process is therapeutic. services are a big love language of mine. I can also cut ur hair and trim ur beard, so slay!

I sew. I grew up very poor, so this is a skill I just developed because I couldn't afford anything else. I can hand sew and machine sew now that I had the money to buy a machine. Now, I make skirts and dresses to wear once in a while and tear old clothes apart to make new ones LOL. I love to read and watch movies as well. I enjoy learning a lot and wanna learn about what you have to teach Me. Type “bunny” as your first word if youre reading all this. I'm always eager to learn I have a black cat that i love . I love animals. I volunteered at two shelters a lot. My top 3 are penguins bunnies and cats but I have so many in mind rn I am kind of lonely, Its weird for a young girl, but im not really accepted in most younger social groups. I talk to two girls, but they have their Friends. I'm a bit odd, but that's ok. I can socialize when needed, I just prefer not to. So, I am very quiet in real life. It takes a while for me to warm up, and be a bit more talkative. I am not the bubbly, smiley type. I'm very calm. I will Yap randomly, and have random bursts of energy, but I'm usually just quiet 🤫

There's a lot more, haha, but those are things I believe would be valuable to know for now.

English isn't my first language so my communication is not the best. It's my third, so please be patient with me. I can understand perfectly, though. I am also all over the place.

I have a very dark humor, but I'm very feminine. It's a very weird mix, so I apologize if I say something out of pocket. Emphasis on DARK

I don't want to leech off of you unless you really want me to, but I want you to know that I'll always be there for you in case you need help. These age gap dynamics often put much pressure on a man as the bread winner. I am not like this. I just want a good man with good intentions and we can make it work together. a relationship is teamwork.

I love taking care of myself but I know how to do it with limited time and money. I am very resourceful. I don't have any unrealistic expectations from you and I am always willing to compromise and listen I am extremely patient and id like to say understanding, I will listen to your judgement. anxious, though. Opening up might take a bit. I can be a bit stubborn and silly at first

Please keep in mind my age and how young I am.i might not be able to meet all of YOUR expectations because my brain lacks that development yours might have. Maturity and All. I will try my best, and I have definitely improved myself but will continue to. *** MIGHT BE A DEAL BREAKER FOR YOU: I would like to take our time. Since I am young and paranoid, I don't wanna jump right into meeting. I also have this dream where my first will also be my last and forever in regards to a long term relationship and love. So, id prefer starting online for a bit

What am I looking for? A Sweet man who doesn't look For naked girls on reddit. A patient man who will understand my insecurities and genuinely care for me. If you read all of this, thank you very much for taking the time to do so.

Please be kind to me. I am very sensitive and emotional. I want to be loved and supported and I want a man who will give me the guidance and love I need. I will reciprocate and give more. I have always liked older men since I can remember. I feel they are overall so much more attractive. I like men 30-60 but it's not a deal beaker at all. I just need a good energy in my life right now. Thats pretty much it 🥰 I care more about your soul lol

Please tell me about yourself and anything you liked about my post! You can ask anything, too. the more I know the better :) I would really appreciate it and let me know how serious you are :3 hav a nice dayyy