I've always felt alone for as long as I can remember. But then I realized that this deep sense of loneliness wasn’t something that could be filled by the presence of others. In the end, i was myself in my own mind, accompanied by a sweet, existential melancholy. This feeling was addictive; I think I noticed it quite early. The source of artistic beauty came from this feeling too—perhaps loneliness was the truest feeling of all. Knowing that this feeling never won't go away, i want to be loved desperately. It is hurtful and embarassing to confess. But that's the truth.

Why i am here: if a man was to enter my life, I don’t believe this feeling would disappear, though I do think it could be shared—or so I hope. Want to try?

About me:

⚠️ If you don't want to have a video chat in two days please don't text me. Just because i use Reddit doesn't mean that i like wasting my time with scammers. 🦕

Hello, I am a 22 years old university student living in Turkey. First of all I would like to say that I am not a sub and I don't want to have online sexting with you also don't want to have a relationship based on kink. I am only interested in Ddlg and I like it to be balanced with a normal dating relationship. Little girl is already a part of my character and I can always see reflections of it, so I don't have any little age as you describe. I am looking for someone who we can start from here nd quickly move our relationship to a close distance, first by seeing each other often, then, if the necessary conditions are present, by starting to live together. (Not a visa hunter, i am too dumb for that)

🌟I am not interested in men under 35, please do not text me if you are that young.

🌟Do not text me if you are married

🌟 Please don't write if you are looking for a sub to dominate, otherwisw you will waste your mental health.

🌟 I am only interested in blonde and brunette men. (I am not looking for an arian, i promise lol)

About me: I look like Heidi, 1.51/57, I have two cats named Stalin and Lenin. I like collecting records, thinking about life, cursing capitalism and weird French films with age gap. Humor is very important to me, it is a big part of my character, i get even funnier when i am stressed. And of course I like dark humor and Dad jokes (not because I like Ddlg lol). I also like poems, old movies and songs. I think I like everything old, including men (except the old patriarchal society). And I think that in 15 years max cyborgs will make us their pets and I will have an advantage because I am cute. And you know what? I will write poems for you my love...

That's all I have to say, I'm waiting for your messages if you think you are the person I'm describing. 🥳🎊