Hiya. I'm not sure what to type exactly, but I'm looking for an older guy interested in a serious relationship. Age doesn't matter that much, even a couple of years older is fine. To be as blunt as possible, I'm lonely and I really want a relationship where the other person is super caring and affectionate. I'm pretty lost in life, getting a writing degree but with no career plans. I have no one to text throughout the day. I really want to get to know someone and build trust. I also just recently turned 20 and feel like I'm having a mid life crisis. I attached a picture of me in a girly outfit. I don't think I'm pretty, but I look young. I want to be silly and childish and sweet with someone. I have to get to know you well though because I also have trust and abandonment issues. I don't want to be used for a kink or something, I want to be genuinely loved and cared for and just have the dynamic in common.

A little bit about me because personalities clicking is important as well. I'll be upfront and say I'm pretty depressed. I can do things I need to do, but at the end of the day I'm really sad and lonely. I won't be a downer though, I want to be able to talk about anything and everything, from deep conversations to fun banter. I like consuming media lol, youtube, shows, movies, anime, etc. I like playing some games, but I'm broke, so mostly free ones my crappy laptop can run. I did recently get a Nintendo Switch though. I like animals and really want a dog. I don't have many hobbies really, but I want to get more. I also really like going new places and trying different things. Physically, I'm ethnically Chinese though I've lived in the US basically my entire life, 5'1, brown eyes, again I'm kind of below average like a 4.

Lastly, I'll say that I don't want to meet until we get to know each other and are serious. I'm paranoid I'll get murdered yk. If any of that sounds interesting, then send me a message and tell me a bit about yourself ^{^}