From the search of a hopeless romantic submissive to bringing the unspeakable upon myself or rather that I desire you to bring it forth.

After a year of travelling and staying abstinent for two years, I decided to return home to Calgary. Iv'e been home for a while now, settled into my life and although between all this I did try searching for the love of my life, it didn't occur to me that even after taking the much needed time to heal myself and perfect my priorities, I could still get hurt. A mixture of many things has led me down the path to give up entirely on love, this only entails one thing for my near future, I want you to...

Abuse me. Pull me into your warm embrace lovingly and wrap your rough hands around my neck and make me count my breaths. Watch me struggle to breathe against you as you gaze into the windows of my soul and taste the pain through my tears as you rip my clothes off mercilessly. Let your other hand roam every inch of me, to feel every place that you want to violate. Love me so hard that you bruise me, squeeze my legs and arms when I even attempt to withdraw myself from you, reminding me that I have no where to go but only one place, which is on you where I belong. Mark me in ways that you are burned into my existence. Kiss me to silence me. Make me feel loved in ways you could never express. Hurt me and pinch me, make me blush at the thought of the things that occurred in the darkness. The flashbacks of the unspeakable things you did to be swirling in my head as you gaze at me from across the room. Make me comprehend that your love for me is beyond emotions, sex or your gaze could ever literate, but spoken in a language only I can understand through your touch. You, the animal and I, your prey.

I am still who I am thus some information below may be the same as previous accounts you've read or may had changed over the duration of time where I realized I needed the love of my life to also be my predator.

I am 24 years old after a recent graduation from an underwhelming birthday. My roots from a hub of enthusiastic and colourful culture in the East but I soon planted their branches in Calgary at the age of 5.

I work as a lead youth coordinator with an NGO for youth in poverty, facing mental health issues or life transitions. I also do research in the depart of Psychiatry with a variety of condition. My reflection in my life choices has brought with it a great deal of change and direction.

A substantial part of me is the poetry I write for which I had writers block for a very long time; trauma can do that so instead i'm currently focused on my clothing label but if you know a publisher or two let me know haha. I use to love to travel but no longer can stand the sight of a suitcase as i just want to enjoy a routine and home now. I love going on long drives, late night walks and star gazing*; all tainted by horrendous Calgary winters.* I'm an only girl that grew up with boys so my vice is video games. I love exploring new places and going out in the city. I’m a big foodie so I cook and bake as well and my nieces and nephews take up a big place in my heart too.

Besides being a super fast texter I’m a badass that can whoop your ass in call of duty. I’m also a psychologist in the making and I’m publishing a poetry book. You can mostly find me in the kitchen making your favourite food while I whine to Afrobeats. Submissive by nature & by practice.

Now that I’ve gotten the basics down we’ll take this the “head, shoulders, knees and toes” route haha.

• I do not drink, smoke or do drugs, although I do have a problem....older men do something to me haha
• beards….can’t stress enough how attractive I find them……not on me though, I meant you
• I'm 5’3, I have long dark hair and hazel eyes.
• I’m curvy and have very prominent features.

I truly believe that the way you present yourself defines who you are hence I dress to impress. I have an incredibly feminine vibe and you’ll mostly find me in skirts, dresses, corsets and heels all under one circumstance, I only wear black. I do usually quiet a room when I enter so you can imagine on your own.

My lingerie collection did come to a halt given my abstinence but there is no in between of what I wear to bed, it’s either lingerie or your t-shirt and thigh highs because I have an obsession with socks.

I cannot see (-3.75) so when we wake up in the morning its a plus point for you that I won't be able to make out your messy self- hence you have enough time to fix up before I pop my lenses in haha.

I do wear glasses but only at night or when I plan to tease you with a glasses acquainted outfit.

I have five tattoos all around my upper thigh and hip area and two on my arm always pending more.

I'm sensitive, emotional and overthink about how attentive I can be towards every detail about you this also means I wear my heart on my sleeve and chose to look at people through the lens of kindness instead of assuming the worst. If you have my attention, there isn't anything I'm not willing to do for you.

I may be 5’3 but I’m feisty and can pack a punch so get ready to tussle in bed when you try to restraint me because I rolled my eyes at you and when I am within arms reach and you have me flushed against you as I struggle and you hold me down with one hand, aggression is the way to go. Show me that you're not made for games and that my entire existence is merely for your sake. What you desire to seek from me, you will attain, with my permission or not.

I can't do math sorry can't be your dream mathematician sub

"What's 37 56 you ask? I don't know love & I don't plan on finding out so unfortunately if we ever have a budget, you're handling it."

I'm very attentive and I pay attention to detail and I'm not afraid to go the extra mile to show you how much I care.

My love language is physical touch and acts of service. I want you to be able to constantly explore what belongs to you, even if its in the most subtle ways.

I don't have a lot of hands on experience but I have been in D/S relationships before. Most derived from long term relationships so I'm not into casual or short term things for mere sexual activity. I like to understand you as an individual before I pursue you as a dominant.

Submission Style:

• Submissive, LG, Masochist, Brat, Prey

Domination Style Preference:

• DD, Sir, Master, Dominant, Primal, Brat-Tamer, Mommy, Domme

Could be one of any above..\24-38 years of age*

I do not have a specific body type preference but physical attraction is quite important to be in a relationship as I am a curvy woman so I don’t want to look like your mommy when we’re together haha.

\location doesn’t matter as I’m willing to relocate*

Kinks:

• Please use me as you desire CNC
• Breed me, let me carry the epitome of our love
• Humiliate me for easily giving into my predator
• Wrap my hair around your fist and place me where you want me
• Restrain my whole existence, in ties, bondage, collars, hand cuffs or merely one of your hands holding me down as I squirm
• Spank me for my attitude and then spread me to see exactly how that effects me
• I enjoy older men, their wisdom, guidance, and domination is ecstasy to me
• Make me hurt with your love; bites, bruises, marks, handprints
• Make me cry from how good it feels to be abused by you, love me to the point that you yearn to hurt such an adorable thing
• Always prey on me. I desire an animal and I am your meal for the night.
• Threaten me, run the edge of a knife along my skin and graze it slightly if I try to squirm when you take me
• I want to fear the reins of your love, the depths of the unspeakable things you could do to me.

Limits:

• Blood, Scat, Piss Play or anything morally questionable for my mind afterwards.

The softer lovable parts of me still exist, only slowly consumed by darkness, maybe you're the yin to my yang. If I know you love me, there isn't anything I wouldn't let you do to me. Your mere gaze could set be ablaze and even on the nights I'm sore and can no longer endure you, wrap me in your embrace entirely, kiss me like there is no tomorrow and take me mercilessly as I belong to you.

If you're not keen on exchanging pictures first hand please don't message me as I'm an avid believer in physical attraction just as much as I strive for emotional and mental connection.