No one understands you when you say you need to obey. They think the word “need” is an exaggeration, that you are simply a people-pleaser and are trying to be funny. The worst part is, even if you were to try and explain, to get them to understand that you truly mean “need,” they wouldn’t get it.
They think you’re a real person, not a worshipper.
You do an excellent job of pretending, to be fair. You go about your day, you do what needs to be done. You dress professionally, you exude confidence, and you’ve proven yourself capable time after time. You have, in essence, fooled the world into thinking you’re a fully functioning person.
You aren’t. You’re a life support system for tits and holes. That’s all you want to be, all you are, all you can ever really be.
You fight your dark urges and wear your mask. You're sad, weird, strange- people would call you broken if they knew. If you were to tell people these dark, self-destructive fantasies they’d be scared, both of you and for you.
I want to hear them all. I want to fuck with your head, rape your brain, and leave you a broken husk. Tasks that make you feel small and powerless. Constant mind games. Emotional cruelty.
Anyone can hurt your body- but you need your head taken.
Let’s start with you sharing an intimate secret. Something you would never tell a stranger- we’re starting a process. We’re tricking your mind into forming stronger than rational bonds.
Let me in. Let me wreak havoc. Let me abuse you.
Don’t keep me waiting.
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