It’s always around this time of year that I look back and try to understand how I got to this place in my life and what I want or can change, and as always, it’s another year of me asking “What the hell am I waiting for?” As a male that turns 50 in 2024 (fuck…50?!?! Really?!?!) why am I still living a life that doesn’t make me happy and why am I still with someone that makes me feel comfortable but not excited everyday?
I realize this is mostly a rant but I miss the excitement, the butterflies, the smiles when I see a message pop up and the anxiety when I don’t hear from you in a while. I want to feel alive again before I die. I want to feel the rush of seeing someone and I just stop and stare and can’t believe that I am lucky enough to know this person.
About me: Besides my age which is already stated….i have a dad bod. Not a crazy sad bod because I do work out 2-3 times a week and run or walk my dogs every day, but a dad bod none the less. My hairline is thining and I might be shrinking. 🤣.
Seriously though…I do try to keep myself in shape and I enjoy reading, watching almost all college sports and cooking. I can make you an omelette, smoke some of the best brisket or wings you ever had and make you a drink all while baking a cheesecake from scratch.
I have dad jokes and bad puns that will make you smile and roll your eyes at the same time and can talk about almost anything from why Uno is one of the best card games ever created to the importance of sexting to keep things interesting and spicy.
I have rambled on enough…which I do a lot, so if you might be interested in meeting someone new…let me know by sending me a chat or DM. I live on the east coast of the US if that’s important to you.
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