Hi,
Single White Guy, 5'10, Blue eyes, Dark hair.
T-shirt Dickies Hoody kinda guy.
Gentle, Patient, Caring, Nice, Affectionate.
Sterile (Vasectomy).

Ok, hear me out.
This is not your typical FWB request.

1 year ago I went through a breakup. This breakup has impacted me more than any breakup leading up to that point, (because it was the longest and best relationship I have had up until that point).

It's been a year, and I'm still not over it.
I've never been a rebound person.
It's not fair to the other person for me to enter into a relationship when I'm still carrying baggage from my last relationship.

I have needs though. I have needs, and I'm not looking to increase my "body count" on a one night stand, or a random hookup.

Essentially, what I'm looking for is a submissive woman, someone so submissive that they would let me use them as a sex doll (eg. we meet up in-person at least once a week, and we watch adult films together and I use you and your body to meet my sexual needs).

"Wait? Where are the benefits?" you ask.
So, what separates this request from a typical FWB arrangement, is that I actually want equal focus on the platonic aspects of this arrangement.

I want to cuddle. I want to give and receive head scratches, and back-rubs and massages.
I want to watch non-adult movies, and TV shows with my person. I want to go on night-drives, and listen to tunes with my person. Maybe even take them on road trips.

I actually want someone that I can treat as an equal, outside the bedroom... and an object in the bedroom.

The only real difference between what I want, and a normal BF/GF relationship... is that, as stated previously, my heart is still broken... I don't know if I can form a new attachment, and I don't want to lead anyone on.

So, the ideal person might be someone that's fresh out of a breakup and is also looking for physical affection and friendship, but isn't over the heartbreak...
Or maybe someone that's in a life transition... like maybe they are back in school, and it's likely they will move once they have a degree and a career path, and they want an exclusive physical relationship, but with the knowledge that gradation may bring on a separation.

Anyway... I've spent longer than my 15 minute work break on this and I have to get back to it.

I hope to hear from you.
I might add more details to this later.
Peace for now.