Hello everyone, I'm CJ and welcome back to another one of my extremely all-over-the-place posts! (Honestly, my first post came out terribly, so rephrasing and hopefully coming off as not-so-awful? [Criticism was appreciated])

(Update)Hihi Age Gap personals, hope you like the!! I'm a bit lazy, so this will have a lot of bdsm info and nsfw info sprinkled in! If that's not your thing, it's all good! If you want to skip it and learn all the juicy details for yourself later, I will be marking the nsfw sections with a…fire emoji? ^; I don't really know

🔥To clarify, I am new to bdsm but I know what I like in theory, as vanilla is just not interesting to me. I understand this is a problem for some people, so I'd like to clarify beforehand. 

Not looking for just FWB, or a one time thing, desire long term with meetings, with the possibility of marriage or just lifetime partners if you don't believe in tax benefits. I'm looking for people age 24-45. Anyways, forgive me for my crimes against sfw accounts. 🙏🙏🙏

Appearance wise, Mixed, have glasses, shoulder length hair, 5'4, and 140 pounds (trying to lose 10-15 lbs. Its rough out here). Style wise I am very nerdy, though a new fashion sense has been a work in progress for a while now.

About me,

I'm a college student with way too much time on my hand for games, and not enough for the gym. I consider myself playful/bratty! I love to tease my partners and get to know people over longer periods of time. 

Maybe its just my awkward nature but flirting immediately is hard for me and will usually warrant an, "oh…haha" in response. I have big dreams of doing important things but the road map to that goal is scattered, I do want a career for myself and will put school over my other interests. 

🔥To my friends and family I look fairly confident and in control, but inside I want to be forced to submit and be put in my place. I want to embrace this more submissive side, and need someone capable of helping me cultivate, I don't want to be the head of my relationships anymore. 

What I'm looking for,

Someone flexible and confident in their place in life. I'm a controlled mess and would love someone to offset that. Vulnerability is ideal, being able to keep up with me and patience, while having realistic expectations; I work, I go to school, I won't have infinite time to stay online or meet up. I'm only interested in guys 24-45, (Jeffrey Dean Morgan has a special place in my heart). Someone who provides structure and knows themself, I want to be the best version of myself and need help at this point. Also child-free and ideally interested in having kids (this is negotiable). Not married or coupled in any way.

Hobbies,

I play video games (a-lot! someone interested in them gets super duper bonus points, im a Divinity Original Sins 2 and Disco Elysium schill), bake and cook, and am trying to work out and lose a bit of weight! I also draw a bit and try my best to write. I also volunteer at a hospital, and trust me its not as interesting as you think! :,D

I watch terrible movies/shows for fun as my silly little brain cant focus on one thing at once- boyfriend right of passage is walking Supernatural with me so buckle up fellas :3

The Good,

Personality! :)

Been told I'm fun to be around

Low maintenance unless we hit it off and I want to talk a bit too much! ^{^}

Challenge?

Good listener

Great trip planner 

Personality again??? My bad is piling here…

The Bad,

I'm not a model </3 Think a solid 5/10 out here 

A complete mess (its a wip)

Night shift worker with a truly awful sleep schedule

Don't intend on relocating for at least 2 years (this degree is killing me but i'm holding out)

Cannot drive, I am a public transportation abuser :,)

🔥Kinks,

🔥CNC (will not even BEGIN to be explored until we know each other well) /Free use

Breath play/Oral (giving)/deepthroat

Anal 

Orgasm control/denial

Degradation/Humiliation 

Tasks/being instructed

Some minor requests,

Send an introduction of similar length or quality to mine and in your initial messages and using proper punctuation; I try to respond in the same manner. Yes, long paragraphs are beautiful and I stare at them in wonder. I have posted on here before and some of you wordsmiths need to get back in my dms asap!! >:00