I recently had an awakening. I was sick of thinking about what I lacked in life, and realized that if I wanted something I should just go and get it. So, here I am. I don’t have a lot of sexual experiences, and that is exactly my problem. I need my needs to be fulfilled, and I’m sick of waiting around. Never been the type to do that.

Unfortunately, being forced to move back to a conservative country makes it hard to just meet people in general. One can imagine how much harder it is to meet kinky people. Religious trauma is very real for a lot of Indonesians.

Anyway, a bit about what I’m looking for. I need someone who can guide me, and really take the lead. Sometimes you just want to be able to really let go, you know? Be completely at someone’s mercy, mind empty, used… a time where I don’t have to think for myself, make decisions for myself, I’d be yours completely. Whatever you ask for, I’ll give. To a certain extent. Be rough with me, use me, tease me, edge me, whisper in my ear how much of a wanton little thing I am, make me shake in fear and anticipation, delay my orgasms till I’m near to tears, and when I cum without permission, spank me, use me as you please, cum in me, then carress me and call me a good girl for doing such a good job. So, I’m very obviously looking for something irl. Maybe don’t chat me if you’re only up for online?

Kinks i’m interested in: - bondage - shibari - overstimulation - dd/lg - cnc - toys toys toys - sleep play - spanking

Hard limits: scat, pee, blood, any of that nasty shit.

If you’ve read this far, and would like to get to know me a bit more… I’m a bisexual brunette, born and raised in Jakarta. Stayed in LA for 4 years for school and work, but moved back for other career opportunities. I enjoy food very much, both eating and cooking it. I even studied it in college, because I think it’s an aspect of human nature that doesn’t discriminate at all - it only connects us all. I’m also quite the film buff, I love watching movies and TV series in my free time, and a lot of my friends are film majors. I’m a sagittarius, born in the year of the rabbit, if anyone’s wondering. I find that mentioning astrology and zodiac talk in my introductions is an easy way to weed out judgemental folks who go “you believe in that bullshit?” Because “no I don’t, but it’s an interesting topic to talk about, and if you’re going to be rude then I don’t think I want to talk to you anymore.”

If this sounds like someone you’d like to fuck and go to amusement parks and museums with, chat me! I’m open to all genders and sexes (I couldn’t care less how you identify yourself, I think we’re all beautiful), but it is a big plus if you’re older than I am :)