I honestly feel totally overwhelmed. I just turned 20 and I'm already feeling like I've missed out on my time until now. I wish I would have done more for myself and for the purpose of discovering myself and becoming a more interesting and better person.

Also I feel like there's so much I want to do and experience and I don't know how and when to start. Like there are so many hobbies that seem interesting to me, and stuff I'm interested in and there are so many activities with friends that I've not done that I want to do. There is just so much and instead of doing I am lazy and procrastinate and feel horrible about myself at times because of comparing to others. I feel like everything goes fast and I have to do everything and I'm not even living by myself🥲.