I've been single for a while, but I've always adored the idea of a mutually obsessive relationship. Maybe it's because of my abandonment issues, maybe it's just because I've focused on passion in life so much that I'm taking it overboard, but I'm OK with those if that's the case. I have ambitions, goals, I'm a caring person and an unconditional lover. All I want is someone to be by my side for the rest of my life and always be there for me, as I will her. I want to completely control her, but I also want her to want to be controlled and want/need my guidance in life. I'm no Wiseman or scholar, but I know how to take care of people, and I know how to express the sincerest love I can to the right person. Maybe my issue is that I ask too much dedication? Too much contact? My goals in life are lofty, and I want a woman who will be more than happy to create that world with me, but it's a life project. Maybe I really am asking too much, but I've also spent so long contemplating and percolating this idea that any less just seems unacceptable. I need someone who's there until the end and will be extremely satisfied with the life we've created. Helping people through their own struggles, creating beautiful stories for people, whooping all kinds of butt as a badass duo. I do get rather picky, though, so maybe that's where my complications come in. I'm super into smaller women, and I like it when they're thin. There's something about that size difference, a tiny woman being with me, a huge dude, that makes me feel so much more confident, like if she needed any help I could and would gladly do it for her because it's for her and it would make her happy, you know? Especially physically protecting her. I'd gladly pummel a dude to the brink of submission if it meant keeping her safe.

I dunno, maybe I just ask too much. Maybe I should just let it go, but I'm also a man of God, and I believe that this is what He set out for me. To find a beautiful woman and show the world what it's forgotten. Dedication, loyalty, passion, honor. These things so greatly forgotten by the world I truly believe I'm meant to help usher in a new Era of humanity that helps people become better and create a more beautiful world that we can all live in together.

Sorry about this verbose rant. I've had these feelings bottled up inside for so long, and I just had to get them out somewhere. If this didn't get deleted for being an inappropriate post, I thank you for reading this far. Maybe I'll get lucky one day. Only time will tell. Thank you all, I hope you have a nice day, and may God bless you.