a battle fought with wounds hidden

complaints forbidden scars hidden

things you think words of advice

wishing i had words

clues for the puzzles i cannot solve

i fight my mind

a smile on my face

if i didnt show you'd

still be blind

i work everyday

a mask of pride worn

a body i hate

my view in the mirror distaste

i see the lazy feel a disgrace

cry for help

till i run away

if you knew the struggle everyday

an internal battle i cannot describe

the mind of mania sucha ride

to put feet down just shower not drown

numb is a friend

i beg for pain

just let it end

its not always what you see

what you get

22 ive lived

with my mind in swirls

young age no girls college

no brains

i hate myself

smart as a tack

but with brain out of wack

unable to connect these

wires right

twisted and mixed

sad is mad

a smile tears

i want more

than my window my cot

but how can i push

fight and think

when my brain chases me around

telling me i stink