Memories of you flood like a beaten broken down dam, falling from the pressure of missing you. Forever drowning myself in the thoughts of your voice and sinking myself deeper into needing to feel your touch. Gasping for my last breath when I speak your name and losing my voice when I hear you say mine. Leaving me searching recklessly for you to hold me again yet the I'm breaching the horizon losing sight of you, terrified that each time I find you, it'll be my last. My clothes are soaked with regret, dripping from mistakes I've made that caused this dam to break. My body is shivering from the cold possibility that you'll find anothers lips to kiss during the storm, and hand to grab when the waves of emotions hit all at once. And even within these waves and rapids, I've found that my heart is in a drought without you, the water has me surrounded and I'm