Both to my face and behind my back. I know I've made a fool of myself here. I was just out of an abusive relationship when I started and pulling myself together and constantly made mistakes in the workplace. It's just too similar to what I went through in school; the belittling things they say within earshot, the looks people give me. all because I don't stand up for myself to the sous chef. I don't know if I'm insecure but it seems like everyone is talking about me behind my back. I try to brush it off and focus on myself and getting my life back together but it's like they all think I'm pathetic and a liar and that's kind of hard to get over.