I lost my why. I used to eat healthy, workout multiple times a week. Then I moved city/ country where there are a lot of overweight people. And I just stopped taking care of myself.

I used to live in Europe, where being thin is considered beautiful, the thinner the person the more attractive they are. Most of them dress as if they're on a tv show.

I just lost my why. I feel like stuffing my face in a cake daily. Why bother even being fit? I know it's good for my health but I will still be healthy if I gained 10 kg

I don't want to gain weight actually, but my brain doesnt mind. I need help to get my " why" back and convince myself that I need to keep my weight and eat healthy again

Hope I'm making sense

Edit: Thank you so much for your lovely answers