I’m writing this from my phone, so sorry if the format is fucked. And also, English is my second language so unsure what exact words to use.

I did a New Moon ritual on the night between Saturday and Sunday, where I put out my favourite blanket on the floor and laid all my crystals in a circle around it. I can write out the steps if anyone wants to know, but basically it was a wild experience for me. I’ve studied the art of witchcraft for a few days now and decided this would be a good place to start.

I’m moving into my own apartment and I’m terrified. Earlier experiences has taught me that I don’t function when I’m too alone or too lonely, and when I’ve thought back, none of the places that have been my own, has felt very safe to me.

My intentions for this New Moon is that this home is going to be a safe haven for me. That my home is going to be a place where my journey and my recovery has room to happen and where I can develop in a comfortable, warm, nurturing setting. The energy was very intense during the ritual. I just did what intuitively felt right, and from what I understand that’s how rituals and magick works best.

Now my question is, how do I keep an eye out for these things happening? For these intentions to come into reality? I know that I have to put in some work as well, and I’m doing the very best I can, but often I get so caught up in my own head that I have a hard time seeing my own progress. I know these goals and intentions are big, it’s important to me that they happen. Please let me know what you think, thank you :)