I am overwhelmed and at a loss. I think I feel like I belong here but I am not sure. I am drawn to witchcraft, witches and all things occult but I am afraid. I try to suppress it but it is circling around and always comes back. That;s why I think I belong or at least need to explore it. If I am a witch how can I test it or figure out that I am? I don't know if that matters or if it is even connected to it but ever since I moved to the United States 20 years ago...I stopped dreaming not all at once but over the course of 6 month or so it became less and less. I feel more and more connected to nature, animal, plants and trees. The wind most times feels comforting and soothing. I also feel drawn towards Qi Gong and I practice it and it makes me feel good. I don't do it regularly but I am trying to. It also feels like it needs to be part of me. I am also not sure if this matters or even has anything to do with it. I have so many questions hence that's why i feel overwhelmed.