I just know it won't be the same though. My husband died yesterday. We were only married 2 months and 20 days. I haven't even finished changing my name on everything. I've been staying at my mom's, but I really just want to go home. I don't even know if it'll be home anymore. I'll be by myself.

We were going to try to have baby. I'm 31 and now afraid it'll never happen for me. He wasn't supposed to die. I told him something was wrong and he needed to go to the hospital, but he wouldn't listen, he wouldn't let me take him. I came home from work and he was just gone. I can't stop thinking about what he looked like slumped over on the couch.

I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of people saying they're sorry for my loss. I just want to go home.