I haven't ever thought about being into pain or anything but for the past week Ive gone down the rabbit hole. First I would tap my balls while watching BBC porn, then I would take a brush and begin to slap my balls. I've now ordered a cage and an 11 inch BBC dildo to take my plapping into the next level. I've never felt better than I have had plapping, I have no post nut regrets or the urge to stop BNWO like I would sometimes before. The idea of busting my worthless white balls infertile has been so fucking arousing. Like it is one thing to take BBC and pleasure alpha cock, it's another level to literally get off to you rupturing your own bloodline. I am gonna try to climax while caged without touching my worthless little dick, if anyone has any advice to do on please let me know.