I've heard my mom getting fucked by different black men over the years in our small 2 bedroom home with thin walls. My small penis gets hard listening to the sounds. Sometimes I stand by her door and then go back to my room to jerk off like a good boy, or just stay in my room to do it while looking at pictures of her. She has been with a guy for about a year now who makes her scream and he visits a couple times a week. Some nights are louder than others. I still live with her.

She dated when single and had some boyfriends over the years. I didn't know my dad and she raised me on her own, a proud white trash kinda racist type. I used to help her get ready for the day or for dates. Things like help put her heels on, paint her nails if needed, lotion, foot massage, stuff like that. I am a beta male type guy with a small penis but I do not hate myself or anything.

I think she looks pretty but don't want to do anything with her. I've been told she has a "look" for black cock (please do not ask for pics). I often think about what it would be like to watch and have been told it would be good for me. Could be exciting. What do you think? The humiliation makes my small penis hard too.

No insults please. I am free to discuss this with anyone who might be interested, so feel free to reach out! I enjoy chatting. Please include your age and that you read my posting here. Thanks for reading!